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Okay.. well who wants some other than Beth? Freak.
Okay... well I think I may have made an error in contacting her. But there's just no one else I could turn to. Since I don't have many people to begin with. I e-mailed her, last night.. and she IMS me and we started talking... just random BS.. and then of course one thing lead to another.. and after the random insults and 'honesty' between the two of us.. I think I said something about being friends. Or she did. Someone said it. Anyway.... I told her I'd call her today around 1.
I never did. Why? I get an E-mail from her around 12:15 about how I lied to her, and now I'm harming her all over again. Blablabla.. and then the fact that we're never getting together, I should accept it, and then move on. "GOODBYE" was the last words of that e-mail. Well, I just left it. No need to get into vast details and cause a bigger scene. Anyway.. she just called my phone an hour ago.. deciding to yell at me on a voicemail that I lied to her. She, once again, hung up.
For a girl that says she has no feelings for me, anymore, whatsoever.. she sure is getting in contact with me a lot, all over again. What's hilarious is the fact that she has no feelings... yet is so totally harmed by me and our breakup. She hasn't moved on in the slightest.. and is just afraid to face it. Whatever. Yet more wood to add to the fire.
................................ I'm still hating life. Now I remember why I sheltered myself from most of the world.
elebele23 [12:44 AM]: you self-centered little prick...did you ever eeven care about beth?
Lord Ravenlock [12:44 AM]: First you tell me something, and now you ask me?
Lord Ravenlock [12:44 AM]: Do you have your priorities straight, at all?
elebele23 [12:44 AM]: what the fuck are you saying aaron
Lord Ravenlock [12:45 AM]: Honestly. If you're going to insult and degrade me..
Lord Ravenlock [12:45 AM]: .. don't ask me if I cared about her..
Lord Ravenlock [12:45 AM]: .. just claim I never did so you can feel great.
elebele23 [12:45 AM]: do you ever feel somewhat good about yourself and your actions?
Lord Ravenlock [12:46 AM]: So you base yourself on the stereotypical approach.. amusing.
Lord Ravenlock [12:46 AM]: And thank you. I take pride.
Lord Ravenlock [12:46 AM]: And yes, I do believe that some of my friends are rather fucked up.
elebele23 [12:46 AM]: right well, maybe you should think a little more but i giess that's not your area of expertice
Lord Ravenlock [12:47 AM]: Sorry, that requires my half a meter muscle to twitch in unmeasured spasms.
elebele23 [12:49 AM]: did you get beth's message?
Lord Ravenlock [12:49 AM]: Emails is all I got from her.
elebele23 [12:53 AM]: check your cell fucker
Lord Ravenlock [12:55 AM]: Thanks.
elebele23 [12:55 AM]: for what?
Lord Ravenlock [12:56 AM]: For letting me know that she called. I wouldn't have seen the message till tomorrow.
Lord Ravenlock [12:45 AM]: I, in fact, regret most actions because they're not well thought out.
elebele23 [12:45 AM]: cause everyone involved in your life must be pretty fucked up to wanna hang out with with a fucker like you
elebele23 [12:46 AM]: and if think that punk look is getting you somewhere, thing again aaron
Okay... well I think I may have made an error in contacting her. But there's just no one else I could turn to. Since I don't have many people to begin with. I e-mailed her, last night.. and she IMS me and we started talking... just random BS.. and then of course one thing lead to another.. and after the random insults and 'honesty' between the two of us.. I think I said something about being friends. Or she did. Someone said it. Anyway.... I told her I'd call her today around 1.
I never did. Why? I get an E-mail from her around 12:15 about how I lied to her, and now I'm harming her all over again. Blablabla.. and then the fact that we're never getting together, I should accept it, and then move on. "GOODBYE" was the last words of that e-mail. Well, I just left it. No need to get into vast details and cause a bigger scene. Anyway.. she just called my phone an hour ago.. deciding to yell at me on a voicemail that I lied to her. She, once again, hung up.
For a girl that says she has no feelings for me, anymore, whatsoever.. she sure is getting in contact with me a lot, all over again. What's hilarious is the fact that she has no feelings... yet is so totally harmed by me and our breakup. She hasn't moved on in the slightest.. and is just afraid to face it. Whatever. Yet more wood to add to the fire.
................................ I'm still hating life. Now I remember why I sheltered myself from most of the world.
elebele23 [12:44 AM]: you self-centered little prick...did you ever eeven care about beth?
Lord Ravenlock [12:44 AM]: First you tell me something, and now you ask me?
Lord Ravenlock [12:44 AM]: Do you have your priorities straight, at all?
elebele23 [12:44 AM]: what the fuck are you saying aaron
Lord Ravenlock [12:45 AM]: Honestly. If you're going to insult and degrade me..
Lord Ravenlock [12:45 AM]: .. don't ask me if I cared about her..
Lord Ravenlock [12:45 AM]: .. just claim I never did so you can feel great.
elebele23 [12:45 AM]: do you ever feel somewhat good about yourself and your actions?
Lord Ravenlock [12:46 AM]: So you base yourself on the stereotypical approach.. amusing.
Lord Ravenlock [12:46 AM]: And thank you. I take pride.
Lord Ravenlock [12:46 AM]: And yes, I do believe that some of my friends are rather fucked up.
elebele23 [12:46 AM]: right well, maybe you should think a little more but i giess that's not your area of expertice
Lord Ravenlock [12:47 AM]: Sorry, that requires my half a meter muscle to twitch in unmeasured spasms.
elebele23 [12:49 AM]: did you get beth's message?
Lord Ravenlock [12:49 AM]: Emails is all I got from her.
elebele23 [12:53 AM]: check your cell fucker
Lord Ravenlock [12:55 AM]: Thanks.
elebele23 [12:55 AM]: for what?
Lord Ravenlock [12:56 AM]: For letting me know that she called. I wouldn't have seen the message till tomorrow.
Lord Ravenlock [12:45 AM]: I, in fact, regret most actions because they're not well thought out.
elebele23 [12:45 AM]: cause everyone involved in your life must be pretty fucked up to wanna hang out with with a fucker like you
elebele23 [12:46 AM]: and if think that punk look is getting you somewhere, thing again aaron