May 27, 2004 23:47
Wow. So soon, so soon. It comes down to this. The final school night of the year. I know I've been talking constantly of school ending. It's even gotten annoying to me. But the day is almost here. It doesn't really seem like it's time for the year to end.
This has really been an interesting year. A lot of stuff happened. I lot of the stuff that happened I really wish didn't happen. But honestly, when I look back on it all I'm glad it happened now. I think I've seen too much for my age sometimes, but I'm glad I'm aware of it now. I'm glad my friends are aware of certain things now. I think one of the best parts about this year though was despite all of the bad things that happened, we were all here for each other.
Bad stuff is going to happen sometimes, but a lot of great stuff happened too. I've made some great friends. I've met some cool people. I've had some great experiences. But most importantly, and I know I've said this a whole bunch of times, I've learned so much this year. About life, my friends, and myself. Wow. There really aren't enough words to describe it all. I have so much to say, but it won't come out on here. I think it is more of a feeling. If you know me, you probably know where my head is at. I'll just leave it at that.
A lot of people are leaving this year. It's weird. Steph. Ben. John. Blah, so many more. Once again, John and I are going to be at different schools. It's funny how we were great friends when we were in preschool and kindergarten when we went to the same schools. First through fifth grade we went to different schools and we didn't even talk anymore. Then in seventh grade he came to Woodward, and we've been better friends than ever. I know I can't really compare to what him and Claire have, but it makes me kind of sad to see him go again. John, I promise we won't lose touch. I promise. Not after a year like this.
I'm looking forward to a really great summer. Maybe one of the best. Sure the last day of school might be sad, but I'm planning on being with my friends this summer. We have the whole summer to be idiots. Haha, It's hard to top that.
I think next year will be great. I'm looking forward to it. Even though some friends are leaving, no one can really separate us at heart. I think that's all that matters.
Well friends, thank you guys for everything. Thank you for making this year great... and better when it wasn't so great.
Sweet dreams.