it takes 42 muscles to smile and it only takes 3 to look sumone in the eyes and say BITE ME
okay. i am filled with anger at the moment, specifically going out to a certain thing. i'm not going to put any names yet cuz i don't want anyone to know who i am mad at YET. and i wanna speak to you face to face, not over the internet. well, lemme just tell ya rite now..
and to tell you all, i'm not like taking all this anger out on one person, it seems like its all to one person, but its not. a few things have been bothering me lately and little things are just pissing me off. so this entry is most definately an over reaction. the major thing that i am mad at isn't even a person, it is just a thing. no people are involved in it either.. ask me and i'll tell you what i'm talking about cuz i don't want to write it down for everyone to see. so just IM me asking what i'm trying to get at here and wtf i'm mad a t.
I KNOW I WILL REGRET WHAT I AM ABOUT TO SAY BECAUSE IT IS JUST REALLY MEAN
I HATE YOU SO MUCH at the MOMENT. YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
..I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE, DISLIKED or HATED or LOATHED (pick a word) SOMETHING THIS MUCH.i really don't know how to express this anger and hate that i am feeling, so i decided to start here, maybe move onto my xanga that i never use(thx smitty) and take it from there. well you were really mean for what you did, most people use the term bitch. you lied to me. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE LIE TO ME. yea remember that everyone, you lie to me and i WILL find out, sumhow trust me, i will so don't do it. yea if you think lying to me about what you did was better than just telling me the truth, YOU ARE VERY WRONG. what you did REALLY hurt me, alot. and we have been friends for a while and i just don't understand why you had to lie about something as stupid as what you did. i probly would have understood but it was just wrong. friends just don't treat each other like this, and that is exactly how YOU treated me and made me feel. nothing at all can calm me down right now. but i have a rite to feel this way and i do. wow.. i'm actually feeling a little bit better now that i've gotten this little piece out of my system but i know myself too well to think that this is the end of the agravation that i will soon be enraged with and here comes more agravation.. i just can't believe this at all. it blows me away. but i see that you.. idk it really pissed me off to the point where i can't think straight anymore.well, i always did my best to be a good friend to you and to respect you.
^--- that was to a mix of different things that i was mad at all combined. not to a certain someone or something.
[this goes to SOMEONE ELSE... I HOPE YOU DIE. I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE HATED SOMEONE SO MUCH AS TO WANT THEM TO DIE. THE WORLD would be A MUCH BETTER PLACE. SERIOUSLY. i'd be so happy. ahh man. it would be great]
^---this goes to someone i don't know that well, and haven't talked to much, but really don't like at all.
heh most people have prolly never seen this side of me. people think i'm such a happy person, but yea, i have this anger side of me.. and i just hafta start letting it out inside of holding it in while i'm around people and waiting till i get home because idk.. i forgot wat i was trying getting at. well, i have to learn to show a little bit of anger everyday instead of a lot of it on one day. and heyy, the world does need anger and now it has enough. remember, never underestimate the power of human stupidity.
okay well.. i hafta go do some major mAJoR VENTING now
much love to everyone..
--- except you few people that i'm pissed at ;-)
peace out
and to tell you all, i'm not like taking all this anger out on one person, it seems like its all to one person, but its not. a few things have been bothering me lately and little things are just pissing me off. so this entry is most definately an over reaction. the major thing that i am mad at isn't even a person, it is just a thing. no people are involved in it either.. ask me and i'll tell you what i'm talking about cuz i don't want to write it down for everyone to see. so just IM me asking what i'm trying to get at here and wtf i'm mad a t.
I KNOW I WILL REGRET WHAT I AM ABOUT TO SAY BECAUSE IT IS JUST REALLY MEAN
I HATE YOU SO MUCH at the MOMENT. YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
..I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE, DISLIKED or HATED or LOATHED (pick a word) SOMETHING THIS MUCH.i really don't know how to express this anger and hate that i am feeling, so i decided to start here, maybe move onto my xanga that i never use(thx smitty) and take it from there. well you were really mean for what you did, most people use the term bitch. you lied to me. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE LIE TO ME. yea remember that everyone, you lie to me and i WILL find out, sumhow trust me, i will so don't do it. yea if you think lying to me about what you did was better than just telling me the truth, YOU ARE VERY WRONG. what you did REALLY hurt me, alot. and we have been friends for a while and i just don't understand why you had to lie about something as stupid as what you did. i probly would have understood but it was just wrong. friends just don't treat each other like this, and that is exactly how YOU treated me and made me feel. nothing at all can calm me down right now. but i have a rite to feel this way and i do. wow.. i'm actually feeling a little bit better now that i've gotten this little piece out of my system but i know myself too well to think that this is the end of the agravation that i will soon be enraged with and here comes more agravation.. i just can't believe this at all. it blows me away. but i see that you.. idk it really pissed me off to the point where i can't think straight anymore.well, i always did my best to be a good friend to you and to respect you.
^--- that was to a mix of different things that i was mad at all combined. not to a certain someone or something.
[this goes to SOMEONE ELSE... I HOPE YOU DIE. I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE HATED SOMEONE SO MUCH AS TO WANT THEM TO DIE. THE WORLD would be A MUCH BETTER PLACE. SERIOUSLY. i'd be so happy. ahh man. it would be great]
^---this goes to someone i don't know that well, and haven't talked to much, but really don't like at all.
heh most people have prolly never seen this side of me. people think i'm such a happy person, but yea, i have this anger side of me.. and i just hafta start letting it out inside of holding it in while i'm around people and waiting till i get home because idk.. i forgot wat i was trying getting at. well, i have to learn to show a little bit of anger everyday instead of a lot of it on one day. and heyy, the world does need anger and now it has enough. remember, never underestimate the power of human stupidity.
okay well.. i hafta go do some major mAJoR VENTING now
much love to everyone..
--- except you few people that i'm pissed at ;-)
peace out