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i dont even know where to begin. all of a sudden im so confused i just dont even get it anymore.
one thing is over. i mean i guess i wanted it to happen and like its not that big of a deal.. well wasnt but all of a sudden it hit me and i just dont knwo. i guess i do care and it just happened too fast and i dont even know anymore.
im also sick and got my fuckign period so that might be part of the reason.
im happy to be back swimming but im dying and its taking over onceagain as it does every summer and will do to my afternoons after school.
i dotn know why this is like this or why i jsut got sad. it just came in a wave. ineed someone to talk to. but i dont knwo hwho. tfuck haah why am i writing this.
one thing is over. i mean i guess i wanted it to happen and like its not that big of a deal.. well wasnt but all of a sudden it hit me and i just dont knwo. i guess i do care and it just happened too fast and i dont even know anymore.
im also sick and got my fuckign period so that might be part of the reason.
im happy to be back swimming but im dying and its taking over onceagain as it does every summer and will do to my afternoons after school.
i dotn know why this is like this or why i jsut got sad. it just came in a wave. ineed someone to talk to. but i dont knwo hwho. tfuck haah why am i writing this.