yeaa
yea this is probly gunna be my last entry, since i never update. now everyones into the whole myspace scene and in a few months there will be something new and everyone will go along with it like always. another fad. i havent been myself lately and i dont know why, i mean to other people i may be acting normal, but i feel diffrent to myself. idk. maybe too much has been bothering me lately or maybe im just making a big deal out of things, since i tend to do that alot, or maybe im just thinking too much into shit.
+things that have been bothering me lately
=how whenever i think the weather is going to be perfect, it snows
=how ive come to realize all guys are fake in some way or another, and at the same time girls are just as bad
=how everyone has to act differently to make an "image" for themselves
=how outragous it is when you think you know someone and you trust them with everything and now it feels like you dont even know them anymore
=how easily i get pissed
=how inconsiderate a person can be and oblivious to every feeling that they can hurt when they leave someone behind.
=how i cant stand that i dont talk to people i used to
=how i have this way to ruin everything for everyone and getting up hated in the end
=how some kids can be so quick to change themselves for others
=how im intimitated by people and wont stick up for people that i should
=how i cant like one person for a week without feeling diffrently about them
=how hypocritical people can be
=how hypocritical i can be
=how SOOOO many people have changed this year. its crazy. but i probly changed also
=how i cant stand that my grandparents think so little of me
=how i work my ass off to please my parents and still seem to never reach their expectations and standards they have for a being a "good kid"
=how i cant stand that i talk shit about people, that amazingly probly dont have anything against me...or do bc then im just as bad as the ones that do talk shit.
blaahh blahhh blahh the list could go on and on. hahah its funny how i hate when people complain yet im the one doing most of the complaining. oh well, you dont have to read it. just felt like venting.
+things that have been bothering me lately
=how whenever i think the weather is going to be perfect, it snows
=how ive come to realize all guys are fake in some way or another, and at the same time girls are just as bad
=how everyone has to act differently to make an "image" for themselves
=how outragous it is when you think you know someone and you trust them with everything and now it feels like you dont even know them anymore
=how easily i get pissed
=how inconsiderate a person can be and oblivious to every feeling that they can hurt when they leave someone behind.
=how i cant stand that i dont talk to people i used to
=how i have this way to ruin everything for everyone and getting up hated in the end
=how some kids can be so quick to change themselves for others
=how im intimitated by people and wont stick up for people that i should
=how i cant like one person for a week without feeling diffrently about them
=how hypocritical people can be
=how hypocritical i can be
=how SOOOO many people have changed this year. its crazy. but i probly changed also
=how i cant stand that my grandparents think so little of me
=how i work my ass off to please my parents and still seem to never reach their expectations and standards they have for a being a "good kid"
=how i cant stand that i talk shit about people, that amazingly probly dont have anything against me...or do bc then im just as bad as the ones that do talk shit.
blaahh blahhh blahh the list could go on and on. hahah its funny how i hate when people complain yet im the one doing most of the complaining. oh well, you dont have to read it. just felt like venting.