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Oct 19, 2004 14:08

i've tried not to mention boys in here for a while. i think it's kinda juvenile and no one likes reading about it anyway. but yeah... i don't know. it just pisses me off when people take what they have for granted. especially if you could have one of the most amazing boys i know. and one i'd give anything to date. maybe this chick is one of those kind that can get anyone and everyone, and so she kinda just fucks around. i don't know. i'm not that person. i wish i could have what she has. i mean, really.

i'm gonna go to the gym. i'm depressed. i'm pissed. i feel like a fatass. i'm starving. i'm in pain. everything just sucks. i've never been more lost in school than i am right now. things are just absolutely ridiculous. one of my professors doesn't even care. ugh. something really needs to go right. i'm trying my hardest and i'm getting nothing.
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