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the past week has been really shitty. let's recap.
-hard ass test this coming tuesday (tomorrow) on 150 pages of reading and a shit-ton of notes. the test is only 20 questions. neat.
-i got all pumped to go out to klondike thursday night and see justin. thursday came and it was completely blah. we went to the dike anyway and it sucked. justin acted like a girl. his ex was there and blah blah blah. he doesn't want a relationship and all this bullshit, but he never seems to listen to me when i say i know, i don't necessarily want one right this second either. i don't know what's so hard about that.
-justin promised to call me and take me to lunch on friday. he cancelled. story of my life.
-i drove all the way home only to drop my grandmother off at the airport 5 hours later, and hear from my dad that he won't be home til next weekend (a week later than originally intended)
-i got all emotional about my grandfather and bawled for hours. i've never had bags so big or eyes so swollen in my entire life.
-i didn't get to spend anywhere near as much time with my mom as i wanted. it blew.
oh and here is the kicker. MY FUCKING ROOMMATE MOVED OUT ON WEDNESDAY WHILE I WAS IN CLASS. SHE DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME BECUASE SHE "DIDN'T KNOW". yeah well wtf. she must have known when she talked to th RA, the RD, Housing and when she filled out the paper work. but who knows. maybe it's changed since LAST YEAR when i had to move out from rebecca's room. what a load of shit. i wouldn't even have cared if she told me. ridiculous. not to mention the tv/dvd player and phone were all hers. she could have at least had the courtesy to tell me so i could be prepared. my room is awesome with just my computer. what a fucking crock.
anyway. i'm mostly upset that it's really boring in my room when none of my neighbors are in here... and also about justin. i just absolutely adore him. he is so amazing. but he can't even give me a chance. i hate little whores that ruin it for people like me that would never treat a guy badly. dlk vjghfituyhb.
i gotta go.
-hard ass test this coming tuesday (tomorrow) on 150 pages of reading and a shit-ton of notes. the test is only 20 questions. neat.
-i got all pumped to go out to klondike thursday night and see justin. thursday came and it was completely blah. we went to the dike anyway and it sucked. justin acted like a girl. his ex was there and blah blah blah. he doesn't want a relationship and all this bullshit, but he never seems to listen to me when i say i know, i don't necessarily want one right this second either. i don't know what's so hard about that.
-justin promised to call me and take me to lunch on friday. he cancelled. story of my life.
-i drove all the way home only to drop my grandmother off at the airport 5 hours later, and hear from my dad that he won't be home til next weekend (a week later than originally intended)
-i got all emotional about my grandfather and bawled for hours. i've never had bags so big or eyes so swollen in my entire life.
-i didn't get to spend anywhere near as much time with my mom as i wanted. it blew.
oh and here is the kicker. MY FUCKING ROOMMATE MOVED OUT ON WEDNESDAY WHILE I WAS IN CLASS. SHE DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME BECUASE SHE "DIDN'T KNOW". yeah well wtf. she must have known when she talked to th RA, the RD, Housing and when she filled out the paper work. but who knows. maybe it's changed since LAST YEAR when i had to move out from rebecca's room. what a load of shit. i wouldn't even have cared if she told me. ridiculous. not to mention the tv/dvd player and phone were all hers. she could have at least had the courtesy to tell me so i could be prepared. my room is awesome with just my computer. what a fucking crock.
anyway. i'm mostly upset that it's really boring in my room when none of my neighbors are in here... and also about justin. i just absolutely adore him. he is so amazing. but he can't even give me a chance. i hate little whores that ruin it for people like me that would never treat a guy badly. dlk vjghfituyhb.
i gotta go.