maybe you could come over tonight and make things alright.
school started monday. it was a good day. saw a lot of people i missed seeing. my schedule is fucked up though. pisses me off. anyway, today.. i just didn't care. i went to where i thought i should be and where i *wanted to be. i had 8,9 english.. haha that was fun. elizabeth and steve and chris and eric are in there. aw, im happy. its gonna be great. i have every class with kelsey except for 2 class's. its started to get cooler out at night now. im liking it.. its just that this summer was so great. grrr. maybe this year will be more better than last year. once again.. im stuck. im confused about some stuff. i dont know what to do? i mean.. i still see that one person in the hallways every now and then. i still feel a little bit upset. im more angry than ever. but hey, nothing i can do about it and theres someone im looking towards now who is much better. i mean.. i don't like being told what to do and how to dress and how i should do my hair. i deserve better than that. oh well.. i'm still trying to sort things out. hopefully, i'll figure out what i want and go for it. he's always been there in some way though, hmm. well, cant wait for this weekend! 4 day weekend.. plus half day friday. im going shopping and hanging out with steve! we are going to see Garden State- ah ha, yesss. well, its 10:00. i better get to bed. ive been tired lately. oh! i went to my orthapedics appt. monday- i don't have to wear my sling as much and i go for physical therapy tomorrow at 4. i'm so happy. i mean, it hurts soooometimes. not that much anymore. well, i'll update again tomorrow. love you all.
<3 mee.