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*SIGH*
I dont' know what's going on with me. I'm sad about something. I love Boston and I love my roommates and Nicole and Caitlyn, and I love my job. It's not that.
I told someone about the situation with Chris and Erica. I kind of re-lived the whole situation and it really got to me... again. I can't shake it. Do i trust them together there? seeing each other all the time/hanging out/etc etc etc whatever the fuck it is that they do at willy p? i want to. and i keep telling myself to. and i keep telling myself that he's probably thinking the same thing about me (especially since i was doin stuff before we "technically" broke up.. even though in my own defense ... "emotionally" we were broken up already). so he's having the whole trust issue with me too. I could tell when i told him about rich and the whole stupid hand-holding thing. i didn't want to tell him but hey, he's my boyfriend and he should know everything, right? and we agreed to tell e/o everything, right? but he doesn't tell me anything. not even stuff like .. if he and erica ever talked about whats going to happen to their lovely relationship...or about erica's breach of the term "friend."
I dont' know what's going on with me. I'm sad about something. I love Boston and I love my roommates and Nicole and Caitlyn, and I love my job. It's not that.
I told someone about the situation with Chris and Erica. I kind of re-lived the whole situation and it really got to me... again. I can't shake it. Do i trust them together there? seeing each other all the time/hanging out/etc etc etc whatever the fuck it is that they do at willy p? i want to. and i keep telling myself to. and i keep telling myself that he's probably thinking the same thing about me (especially since i was doin stuff before we "technically" broke up.. even though in my own defense ... "emotionally" we were broken up already). so he's having the whole trust issue with me too. I could tell when i told him about rich and the whole stupid hand-holding thing. i didn't want to tell him but hey, he's my boyfriend and he should know everything, right? and we agreed to tell e/o everything, right? but he doesn't tell me anything. not even stuff like .. if he and erica ever talked about whats going to happen to their lovely relationship...or about erica's breach of the term "friend."