oh the peril of teachers
why do teachers keep going?? no one wants to be in class. no one wants to be there, yet they do. what is their damage?? what in all of their schooling made them think " i never want to leave!" i dont even know if i want to continue with school. i dont think im cut out for it. i dont like doing the work the way it is. and as much as i want to make money and be a lawyer because i know i would be good at it and it would be a lot of fun for me. at the same time i want to be a mom. like my mom. i want to be able to hang out with my kids and take them to school and other classes, like dance and stuff. and i want to be able to do other stuff for myself as well. thats why i am seriously considering dropping out of college and taking the one-time-only class and become a massage therapist and also get my webstore running, and make the kimonos i had to invent for my business class and sell those. because if i were a massage therapist i would make a lot of money but also be able to be home a lot, and it would be soon i could get started, no more of this stress and strain and crap from school, and it would cost so much less for my parents. but then there are so many other variables that i have to think about. like the parts of college i like. my dream of being a lawyer, lots of things. but...i dont kno. ok i guess thats it for now, i will go back to not paying much attention in math and i will still manage at least a b...because im smart, i just hate this crap!!! oh and ps LOGARITHMS SUCK!!!