Bear's Birthday
James's birthday was a success. Marianne and Jen helped me decorate his room to surprise him when he got off work last nite. He was so happy, he loved the present I got him(a red motorcycle jacket). Then today we went to Build-A-Bear and we made Birthday Bear. He's all decked out in sunglass and a cop uniform. James and I just hung out at his house, watching home movies and then went to dinner with his parents, then to see Wedding Crashers, which was hilarious. I really feel like part of his family. I feel more at home there then I do at my own house, with my own parents. It's like a really warm feeling, I feel so safe and happy and welcome there, I can't wait to marry him. We're going to South Padre on Sunday, and I couldn't be more excited. I think this is the happiest I've ever felt because I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I'm lucky. It feels really good to say that for the first time in my life, I'm happy. Really. Happy.