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Ryan taught me this summer to have confidence in myself. He showed me that I deserved better than I had had.
So I set my standards higher.
And ever since then, every time I have liked someone it has slapped me in the face.
Did I set them too high? I think so.
He is obviously way too good for me and I say that in the least bitter way I possibly can. Liking him took it one step too far I guess. Hes not the first guy I've felt this way about.
And honestly, I am still hurt by the fact that I will never have that great guy.
If I made a list of the guys that were too good for me that I've liked this year.. it would be too long.
I know that I really like him because I've liked him since the day I met him, but I wish these feelings were fake because that would make everything easier.
I hope this conviction will last longer than the next hour (but it wont).
My life with you means everything, but I won't give up that easily.
Je ne l'aime pas quand je sens cette parce-que je veux etre heureuse. Mais pour un raison ou une autre je sens que je ne peux pas etre heureuse sans un garcon dans ma vie. Je sais que cette est redicule mais cette est comment je sens. Je ne sais pas pourquoi je sens amour pour il mais je sais quand je ne sens pas vrai. Je sais que je pleurai mais je ne veux pas give up
So I set my standards higher.
And ever since then, every time I have liked someone it has slapped me in the face.
Did I set them too high? I think so.
He is obviously way too good for me and I say that in the least bitter way I possibly can. Liking him took it one step too far I guess. Hes not the first guy I've felt this way about.
And honestly, I am still hurt by the fact that I will never have that great guy.
If I made a list of the guys that were too good for me that I've liked this year.. it would be too long.
I know that I really like him because I've liked him since the day I met him, but I wish these feelings were fake because that would make everything easier.
I hope this conviction will last longer than the next hour (but it wont).
My life with you means everything, but I won't give up that easily.
Je ne l'aime pas quand je sens cette parce-que je veux etre heureuse. Mais pour un raison ou une autre je sens que je ne peux pas etre heureuse sans un garcon dans ma vie. Je sais que cette est redicule mais cette est comment je sens. Je ne sais pas pourquoi je sens amour pour il mais je sais quand je ne sens pas vrai. Je sais que je pleurai mais je ne veux pas give up