Mar 18, 2007 21:14
I need to start using this again.
I am just bursting with emotion lately.
And as many people as I have to talk to, it is just not satisfying. (how self centered is that?)
On my mind:
~Him - I am very very very very confused. I want to be more aggressive so to speak, but I don't want to be pushy. And I definitely do not want to do something to make any relationship (friendship or otherwise) see weird between us.
~Football Tickets - (GO BLUE!) Football tickets go on sale tomorrow. Kate and I are trying to get a "group" together with Sid, Ben, Eric, Michael, Her, and I. It would be pretty sweet. I mean Eric and Michael might not want to but .. Sid said he would want to.
~Fucking Sweet ass Weekend - Ironically I use the word Sweet but whatever. I had a great weekend at SVSU. It was so much fun. If every weekend next year is like that... I am never coming home.
~I like him a LOT.
~I hope I can go to Prom as I hope to go to Prom. That would be awesome. If I end up dateless... that would suck. I have bad luck with this kind of thing.
~40 days of school left
~16 (SIXTEEN!) days until Spring Break. SIXTEEN BABY!!!
~75 days until graduation
~165 days until move out. (My mom can never know I am counting down the days.)
~My digital camera should be here tomorrow.
~I am so beyond broke.
~Debit Cards hate me. I'm getting a new one. AGAIN!
~Kate and I are throwing a party Friday.
~Kate and I are going to a Pistons game Tuesday
~Note: Kate and I are hanging out again. <-- good thing.
~I hate high school.
~I hate drama.
~I hate people who cant just be honest about their feelings.
~I kissed him. I still can't believe that. <-- NOT a bad thing.
Best quote of the weekend: "Sex is like cooking a stew. Women are like crock pots, and Men are like microwaves."
P.S. I like him way too much for my own good. I know I am going to get my heart broken because he doesn't feel the way about me that I wish he did. And I know I am going to kick myself in the ass in a few days/weeks/months. That makes me so sad.