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I cant stop thinking about the hottness.... and how gorgeous he is.
Okay.
Fuck being 16 damn it. I hate the whole age difference/relationship thing.
I found out today that ... I'd probably have a boyfriend, a guy I liked, if I wasn't 16. Fuck. Why does it matter if hes 4 years older.. well.. it does .. because hes older than my brother and because I'm in highschool and hes in college and I know why it matters. I usually think it matters too. I just wish .. it didnt matter because um. I liked him quite a bit. But oh well... even though I'm pretty sure his mom would have liked it too its okay because.. if it is ment to be it will happen.
And I moved on so its cool
I went to Heathers..I got a blanket... I fought to the death for it haha and I love it.
That .. is .. not all yet
Big Al (for Betsy) and I are going shopping tomarrow. Actually Tomarrow goes as follows:
~ Wake up extra early and get ready
~ Lunch with David at like 11:30
~ Christmas Shopping with Big Al until like 4:30 or 5 ish
~ Wrapping presents like it is my job and making some sort of food for ____ (what meal comes between Dinner and Breakfast?)
~ Jumping in the car as soon as my dad gets back
~ Going to the pistons game.. to sit in some pretty sweet seats
~ Going back to my dads to open presents
~ Rushing to get home at 11:59
Yeah.. crazy. Okay
That.. is all.
Okay.
Fuck being 16 damn it. I hate the whole age difference/relationship thing.
I found out today that ... I'd probably have a boyfriend, a guy I liked, if I wasn't 16. Fuck. Why does it matter if hes 4 years older.. well.. it does .. because hes older than my brother and because I'm in highschool and hes in college and I know why it matters. I usually think it matters too. I just wish .. it didnt matter because um. I liked him quite a bit. But oh well... even though I'm pretty sure his mom would have liked it too its okay because.. if it is ment to be it will happen.
And I moved on so its cool
I went to Heathers..I got a blanket... I fought to the death for it haha and I love it.
That .. is .. not all yet
Big Al (for Betsy) and I are going shopping tomarrow. Actually Tomarrow goes as follows:
~ Wake up extra early and get ready
~ Lunch with David at like 11:30
~ Christmas Shopping with Big Al until like 4:30 or 5 ish
~ Wrapping presents like it is my job and making some sort of food for ____ (what meal comes between Dinner and Breakfast?)
~ Jumping in the car as soon as my dad gets back
~ Going to the pistons game.. to sit in some pretty sweet seats
~ Going back to my dads to open presents
~ Rushing to get home at 11:59
Yeah.. crazy. Okay
That.. is all.