Dec 19, 2006 00:45
I guess I don’t get it.
Love that is.
What is love, how do you know you love someone.
Why do I like him? I mean he may be the most gorgeous guy I’ve ever met, and he may be funny and he may be nice and he may have a great voice, but why do I like him
Its so weird for me… to want something I cant have. I don’t like it.
I just don’t get why people are attracted to other people. I guess its not really something that anyone gets, but the fact of the matter is, I want to feel the way my dad feels, the way my friends feel. I want to feel great. I want a reason to wake up even more.
I know I have no chance with him, and I guess that’s okay. Don’t tell me: “Your pretty, and smart, and funny, and nice. He’d be crazy not to want you.” I’ve heard it. But it doesn’t change anything. So what if I’m not incredibly unfortunate looking, so what if I am smart, so what? He still doesn’t like me. What did all those other people see in me that he doesn’t?
I fear… that its true… the only reason any guy ever liked me is because he was trying to get some.
MAYBE with the exception of one, but what does it matter I cant have him anymore anyway.