Feb 18, 2006 23:11
So .. I went to the Mott/Kettering Hockey game with Scott and his friend Cory tonight. It was pretty fun. I sat with Kettering people.. to hang out with Scott.. because hes pretty awesome.. and I havent seen him forever and the only person playing that I knew was Jony (captin of Ketterings team) so yeah... that was pretty cool. Kyle and Alex were there. But yeah after Jony said hi to me which was like woah because .. I dono I didn't think he would remember me. I mean its not a big deal.. but it kinda is just because latly I've been feeling so unimportant. Like no one really cares..
I fucking broke down crying at school yesturday.. just like all day. Mrs. Valentine took me out of the basketball game because she could tell that I was upset.. I just.. I want to take certain parts of my life back with me to NDP to last year... it would be so amazing if I could do that. But I know I cant.
Some days.. I just want to become invisible...