its all about family...

[starssaygoodbye]

so i was thinking today, and i came to the word happiness.Now i spent some time debating what it truely is. I mean from holding a gf or bf you love to peting your loyal dog, i came to the conclusion that i live my life the right way day by day because life is to short not to.then i came to another intresting word Choices, and what people choose to do to themselfs and other people. Now then once again i started kicking around what this word is and stuff like that oh who cares nobody acctually reads this.... I just wanted to feel important i guess pssh the plan back fired.but i figured out that i hate girls and they dont like me, i hate girls because they always try mind games and lead me on. They dont like me because they are vapid and shallow i guess i dont know i have my downsides i guess.Yeah so right now the world is a pretty lonely place for me im not sure who are my friends and who arent, who likes me and who doesnt, where to live at and tons of other choices that im stuck with. I check my email everynight and i see every freakin email but the one i want to see and that makes me sad.but oh well life goes on im done bitchin for now

love you always
xJonx

ill steal your last breath if you let me.....