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[starssayadam]

i cant take much more of this....... i hate being sick all the time
and for what .. a few hours of getting high
fuck this
i cant stop tho
i need reahab
i need something else besides this

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[starssayadam]

i need help
i want to quit
i hate my life,,,,everyone tells me i have soo much tallent and i could go somewhere with it but it will never happen if i dont get clean
im sorry for being a dick the other day i really am
im just soo fucked in the head right now
i did just get a job and shit so thats a start even tho ill have money to get it now it going to keep me busy
i reallly reallly think i can do this and i need friends that are clean to kick my ass when im up to no good
and i need to distance myself from the people that make me want to get high
because i used to think getting high is the best feeling but im soooo wrong
being clean and not having people think im a theif and a liar is the feeling i want to feel
i know i can do it im ready to do it im just scared as hell to be sick
no one should ever feel that way
i dont wish being sick from that shit on my worst enemy
brooke i hate this shit i hate everything about it im sick of being a bad person
everyone that new me when i was clean actually liked me for the dumbass kid i was and i want that back
i dont know anymore

thank you for caring

me