Nov 17, 2007 18:03
since i haven't posted an update in entirely too long, i figured i could do that now.
things are going pretty well.
i'm on thanksgiving break from school, but i'm working all week at old navy. however, this is my last week at old navy; i put in my two weeks last saturday. it's just time for me to move on.
i've made a lot of changes in my life recently, actually. besides quitting old navy, i broke things off with blake. it killed me to do it, but i just need some sarah time. i need that time in college that every girl needs - the time when you just do what you want without feeling obligated to anyone else... i want to spend an entire weekend reading books. i want to get a netflix account and watch foreign movies that you can't find at any movie store in the u.s. i want to have a 4.0 this semester at school. i want to figure out who i am and what i'm doing with my life. and i just feel like i can't do all of these things when i'm worried about being a good girlfriend. i care about blake a lot, and i'm not going to say that we won't ever get back together. i can't tell the future. but for right now, i'm just better off alone.
i also got a hair cut.
christmas is almost here, which also means that my birthday is almost here, and i'm not gonna lie... i'm pretty excited. i'm turning 20 this year. it's nuts, really.
i really hope that everyone is doing well. i apologize if i have been m.i.a. as of late. just know that i miss you all very much.
-sarah.