the doctor.

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i just got back from the doctor. it was kinda awkward at first. she asked me if i was to rate my depression on a scale of one to ten how would i rate it...i told her an eight. she said 'so it's pretty serious.' i told yea. we talked about what stresses me out, triggers my depression, my mood swings, and my anger. then she brought my mom in and we talked. she was telling my mom that she has sweet and wonderful daughters. that kinda made feel better. she told me that depression is hereditary in my family, and that she knows my family very well. she knows my aunts, older cousins, and my uncle on my mom's side. she also told me that she wants to keep an eye on my while i wait to see doctor patel. i'm going on medication in a few weeks. hope it helps. i don't think this should be my answer to my problems, but i do want to get better. and hopefully be happy with out the pills.

i think yvette and i are going to be hanging out with marcos today. he's leaving in two weeks for basic training in south carolina. i'm gonna miss him. yvette's really really really close to him. we're pretty much just gonna chill at my sister's and order pizza. fun fun.