Joy
I am so happy! I had a great weekend, even if my computer is shot! Still, I thought last weekend was great, well, last weekend was better, but yeah this was really cool too. My family is starting to treat me like an adult, which I think I am showing with paying my bills, my new car, and with not having babies. lol
I think that for once they are trusting me, for real! They trust and adore my guy, which is great, even if my mom was looking at him, and was checking out his ass as much as I was. We worked him hard and I was glad that he let me use him as much as I did. Even though I think I pissed him off a little. I have fanily got the happiness and the comfort I have always wanted, in my school, in my family, in my guy, and in my life.
Not much in my job, since I am now looking for a better job, with less kids and more pay or hours. I don't mind getting a less hourly pay, as long as I get more hours! That is what is killing me with my job. So yeah, I could get a new job now, or just wait till I am done with my class, in June. I am feeling lite headed with joy. You would never understand. I don't think things would have gotten better.
It's been odd, that kenny has been calling me to do things for him, not sexual things, he called me before class and asked me to wake him when I would be going to work. I guess as a friend I should, but it's still odd to really be friends with an ex. that really was never my thing, since I was with him for so long it's a cross over my comfort zone.
But right now, I am happy that for once I am happy!
Forget regret or life is yours to miss. - RENT
I am really enjoy this feeling of joy! I love thinking of good things. I love being in love, I love looking into a bright future! I love being so happy!
I love the rain, which has just started. I love it!
LOVE!!!!
I think that for once they are trusting me, for real! They trust and adore my guy, which is great, even if my mom was looking at him, and was checking out his ass as much as I was. We worked him hard and I was glad that he let me use him as much as I did. Even though I think I pissed him off a little. I have fanily got the happiness and the comfort I have always wanted, in my school, in my family, in my guy, and in my life.
Not much in my job, since I am now looking for a better job, with less kids and more pay or hours. I don't mind getting a less hourly pay, as long as I get more hours! That is what is killing me with my job. So yeah, I could get a new job now, or just wait till I am done with my class, in June. I am feeling lite headed with joy. You would never understand. I don't think things would have gotten better.
It's been odd, that kenny has been calling me to do things for him, not sexual things, he called me before class and asked me to wake him when I would be going to work. I guess as a friend I should, but it's still odd to really be friends with an ex. that really was never my thing, since I was with him for so long it's a cross over my comfort zone.
But right now, I am happy that for once I am happy!
Forget regret or life is yours to miss. - RENT
I am really enjoy this feeling of joy! I love thinking of good things. I love being in love, I love looking into a bright future! I love being so happy!
I love the rain, which has just started. I love it!
LOVE!!!!