Could today be the day??
So here is the scoop. I am meeting Emily today. A part of me is just saying it is just Emily another part does have my interests kinda peaked. OK who is Emily?? I met her through a mutual friend 5 years ago and we clicked right away, physically, mentally...everything was there. I was with someone....then she was with someone...it has just kinda been that way for the past 5 years. We have lost touch over the past 2 years...other then me reading her online diary here and there to follow what is going on. I came back from michigan and just wrote her an email and we have been emailing back and forth. The last email I sent like over a month ago said something like I have been in love with you for over 5 years we have both been in horrible relationships ...blah blah it is time to just cave in and be together. She was in florida and then I just kinda forgot about it...and then SHE CALLED a few nights ago....and now we are hanging out tonight. I dont know I am not going in expecting anything other then our friendship back. I miss her. She was my rock through the whole billie ordeal and that was the hardest thing I have ever done. So everyone wish me luck lol.
My boys and I are now living with Ryan...it is going good....well except when he wants to have boys over lol then I feel like the unwanted troll.
Found out Anns cat died. That made me very sad. It is wierd talking to her again. But very good at the same time. I do miss her friendship we were great friends....but not so much great girlfriends.
Well i must go and start to prepare for my get together....
My boys and I are now living with Ryan...it is going good....well except when he wants to have boys over lol then I feel like the unwanted troll.
Found out Anns cat died. That made me very sad. It is wierd talking to her again. But very good at the same time. I do miss her friendship we were great friends....but not so much great girlfriends.
Well i must go and start to prepare for my get together....