Oh boy
Well this has been a day and a half. Caught my brother smoking pot...parents found out. And now the Kid is grounded for the next month, is prob going to get kicked off of his wrestleing team, no phone, no computer...until he pulls his grades up. And all of this is going to be my fault. Whatever the idiot is failing school and needs to get his sorry ass on track. My parents have doen more for him than they have ever done for me. And you know what its ok it really is. I understand my brother always needed the extra shit to make him happy. You gave me a book, a soccer ball, and a cookie and hell i was set for life. But i really don't know how stupid one person could be. When i caught him somking yesterday in the backyard. I told him he could do whatever he wanted to do just when i wasn't around to ketch him or else i was going to beat his ass then hand him over to mom and dad.
Whatever...thats it whatever. He can hate me all he wants but i know i did what was best for him. He is going down the wrong path. Cody needs sports and a good grades. Fuck it i am sick and tired of being his parent. We used yo be so close and now we can't stand to look at each other and it hurts so bad. I just hope one day he realizes i olny ever wants whats good for him. Grant it sometimes i like to see him in trouble but hey i am only human.
Whatever...thats it whatever. He can hate me all he wants but i know i did what was best for him. He is going down the wrong path. Cody needs sports and a good grades. Fuck it i am sick and tired of being his parent. We used yo be so close and now we can't stand to look at each other and it hurts so bad. I just hope one day he realizes i olny ever wants whats good for him. Grant it sometimes i like to see him in trouble but hey i am only human.