Nov 10, 2004 11:15
I can't stand my brother he treats me so bad. If anyone is going to drive me to cut myself again its going to be him...and ot my mother. But we'll just not get into that at the moment. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Ok i feel better now...at least i'm not so angry. Now i'm just really stressed bc someone has had my notebook for a week i have a test toimorrow and i can'[t get a hold of this person. I am going to fail Soc and that is that. I fucking can't stand school! I can't wait for this day to be over. Because i get to go to work which will make me happy. Yes, i like my work. Then i will hang out with Dana for a little and then the rest of the night i get to hang out with Zalie. And those things will make me happy too. And then i'll go home and be left with my thoughts...and thats just never a good thing.