Wrapped up...
My mind is so cluttered...I have contemplated breaking up with Shahn in the last few weeks. I finally did tonight...my body was physically shaking as I talked to him. I'm just tired of all his negative outlook on things! He thinks that EVERYONE has or will screw him over. It is mentally and physically exhausting...I can't do it anymore. You have to have faith - something he still does not have. I had HOPED - all this time. While I loved my previous boyfriends, I can honestly say I have never been this upset over a break up...but I guess as we mature, so do our relationships...
or do they?
My biggest fear is that I started being too picky about the things that I expect...
I want someone who isn't afraid to challenge my ideas, but is also accepting of them.
Complete honesty and faithfulness
Someone who is my best friend - there for me and vice versa.
Knows the meaning of unconditional love (something that must be reached...)
Knows how to EXPRESS/show love...
FAITH!!! CAN GO TO CHURCH WITH ME!!
Someone who is positive and supportive of my goals and future aspirations - whatever they may be
Adaptive to changes
Respectful towards others
Family Oriented
Intelligent
Mindful of spending habits
WANTS to get married..or intends on having a family
Enjoys listening to music
Receptive to feedback and willing to share theirs
I dunno...I could go on and on..but honestly I just want someone who is in love with me as much as I am in with them. I want to enjoy the same intrests/hobbies/activities together...and want to look forward to a future. I want to his person to have a POSITIVE outlook on life...that is important because it determines how you handle the things that dont go well. Forgiveness...very important too.
or do they?
My biggest fear is that I started being too picky about the things that I expect...
I want someone who isn't afraid to challenge my ideas, but is also accepting of them.
Complete honesty and faithfulness
Someone who is my best friend - there for me and vice versa.
Knows the meaning of unconditional love (something that must be reached...)
Knows how to EXPRESS/show love...
FAITH!!! CAN GO TO CHURCH WITH ME!!
Someone who is positive and supportive of my goals and future aspirations - whatever they may be
Adaptive to changes
Respectful towards others
Family Oriented
Intelligent
Mindful of spending habits
WANTS to get married..or intends on having a family
Enjoys listening to music
Receptive to feedback and willing to share theirs
I dunno...I could go on and on..but honestly I just want someone who is in love with me as much as I am in with them. I want to enjoy the same intrests/hobbies/activities together...and want to look forward to a future. I want to his person to have a POSITIVE outlook on life...that is important because it determines how you handle the things that dont go well. Forgiveness...very important too.