I Used To Be Such A Sweet Sweet Thing, Till They, Got Ahold Of Me...

[starsncrescents]

It still amazing me that I can find whatever I want online, and even things I don't want. Tonight, one journal led to another which led to various myspace blogs. There are people in your life whom you try to please because it seems like the proper thing to do since you are always around them. Then, one day you realize that you shouldn't have been the one trying to impress these individuals, they should have been trying to impress you. It infuriates the hell out of me that for almost two years, I have tried to shield certain aspects of myself and pretend I was something I'm just not. You people are pathetic, scum sucking, bottom-dwellers. If each and every one of you fell off the face of the earth, the better for the earth. I tried so hard to fit in and just a little conversation here and there was all it took to make me feel like I was accepted. But the truth was, I never belonged and looking back on it, I never really wanted to. I was doing it because I thought it was the polite thing to do. You try to be cool with the people who are important to the other people in your life. But that was all bullshit. Fuck you all for giving me weird looks, for using me for rides, for treating a very important individual to me like utter shit. I am utterly appalled that I gave a rat's ass about even one of you. Each of you pathetic losers will amount to absolutely nothing in the long run. The shit that you do will get you nowhere. The fame will never come. I am not like any of you and thank goodness. You are all a bunch of fucking low-life individuals who believe that you are supreme beings, above everyone else. I wasted so much energy trying to please you all. I made an effort to get to know you guys on an individual level and you are as superficial as you sound. I was wrong... I shouldn't have even bothered.

Wisdom of the Day
If people really are dicks, there is no point in trying to see the good in them.