Let us start with a song...
Under the weight of your wings
You are a god and whatever I want you to be
And I wonder if truly you are
Nearly as beautiful as I believe
In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night
Under the weight of your wings
Should ever we meet on your side of your stereo
I will pretend I know not of your thoughts
And even the way that they mirror my own
I'll take you away in the way that you take me and go where I go
In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night
Fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat
Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet
Love on repeat
I'm echoing all your philosophies
And as I fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat
Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet
Love on repeat
I'm echoing all your philosophies
And as I...
Oh...
I don't
Wanna be fool-hearted
Baby, I'm out
Numbered in my head
I don't
I don't wanna be fool-hearted
Baby, I'm out
Numbered in my head
My head...
In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another night
Yeah, your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night
Lonely night...
Under the weight of your wings
I make believe you are all that I'll ever need
All that I need...
-Anna Nalick
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Also, check out
http://www.livejournal.com/community/emopoetickids/
for another COOL song by her. Thx much.
So! Hows yuh've all bin? LOL sorry. *Hyper_Mentality_Moment* lol.
I have BIG news. I just might get my first boyfriend here soon!!!!!
YAAAAY!!!
Yeah. His name is Matt Sehen, and the sad thing is, I still am not sure how to pronounce his last name, lol. German. Anyway, we went to Steubenville (Steubie) on a youth retreat. Loved it, mainly b/c I am now A LOT closer to God than ever. It is great, I tell ye. Soooo...we sat together a lot. I figured he liked me. I can tell; it's not v. often that "random" guys hang around me, lol. We played poker on Fri. nite, he showed me how. Heh. I didn't do so hot, but it's ok. I gave him my cell #. We texted for three hours yesterday! He texted me first(I didn't have his #) and I think that's rather "gentlemanly," lol. It's great. The way home was the best. He let me listen to his cd player. The Killers will now forever remind me of that moment and him. We were so close...
And in those moments, I realized just how much I like him more than a friend. I mean, he's not ____, certainly not in the face (and this person still doesn't know how I've felt about him for months and months...he may never), but it'll do. His personality is alright. Catholic. Taste in music: excellent. Good Charlotte, The Used, My Chemical Romance...he even listens to Rammstein! He said he knows all but about 50 words in German and has taken 5 years! (I am going into my third yr. of French. Go me. Je suis très awesome, lol) So...we are going to the Butler Co. Fair sometime. Before my performances, of course lol. Yikes. He's excited, so am I, but still nervous. *Nervousness* LOL
I will go w/ Will on Sun. and Ray will be there showing rabbits and such. Miss her!
I've never been happier. Never better.
I hope this works out. I'm a bit apprehensive still, but doesn't it come w/ the territory?! lol ;-)
Now, as he would say, "On to more pressing matters..."
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Warped on Friday. Fun fun. Can't wait to see MCR and Hawthorne Heights. And The All-American Rejects I guess. I still need to get their new cd. Hopefully be4 Friday!!!!! ($$$$)
c/s
Moving: John still hasn't called. Gosh. Mom says we should put our stuff in storage and move in with Sis and them. I say, Let's Go. I need to pack up. Seriously. Mom cleaned out the fridge. It's now about 12% full. I barely eat. I text. I read. I write. Listen to music. When I should be doing my stupid H. English homework. I've lost weight, both from the lack of food and this musical. I must be down to 117 or so (???!?!!?). That would be cool. Even Gina noticed...said I look more toned. Rawkin-Awesome. We planned on moving by now, so it's down to the wire. + God help us. :-) +
I might go to the Green Day concert on the 12th. I dunno if I can get the $ tho. Oh well.
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Practice last night was so much fun. Sat and talked with a few select boys that I like. Heh. (Who cares if some of them prefer boys??!! LOL) It was fun! And this girl Jennifer and I talked and laughed...heh...
It's like, all of a sudden I am bombarded by awesome, fun boys. Some of which seem to like me!!! Oh well! It's weird; I feel like a pimp or something...lol...not right...
My Schedule for the Week:
Today-practice
Thurs.-practice
Fri.-Warped
Sat.-Spend nite w/ Trisha
Sun.-Church and Killer Sunday (practice 2-7?? 8? 9?)
Really, honestly, I kill myself! I need SLEEP. I can't GET it! Aaarrrggghhh... my own fault...
I miss my friends. My girls. Can't wait to see one of them ce weekend lol. My Trishaness.
OKay!! I guess I'll go now. Much love.
-The Carebear Called EmoBear ((LOL!!!!!!))
You are a god and whatever I want you to be
And I wonder if truly you are
Nearly as beautiful as I believe
In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night
Under the weight of your wings
Should ever we meet on your side of your stereo
I will pretend I know not of your thoughts
And even the way that they mirror my own
I'll take you away in the way that you take me and go where I go
In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night
Fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat
Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet
Love on repeat
I'm echoing all your philosophies
And as I fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat
Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet
Love on repeat
I'm echoing all your philosophies
And as I...
Oh...
I don't
Wanna be fool-hearted
Baby, I'm out
Numbered in my head
I don't
I don't wanna be fool-hearted
Baby, I'm out
Numbered in my head
My head...
In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another night
Yeah, your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night
Lonely night...
Under the weight of your wings
I make believe you are all that I'll ever need
All that I need...
-Anna Nalick
+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*
Also, check out
http://www.livejournal.com/community/emopoetickids/
for another COOL song by her. Thx much.
So! Hows yuh've all bin? LOL sorry. *Hyper_Mentality_Moment* lol.
I have BIG news. I just might get my first boyfriend here soon!!!!!
YAAAAY!!!
Yeah. His name is Matt Sehen, and the sad thing is, I still am not sure how to pronounce his last name, lol. German. Anyway, we went to Steubenville (Steubie) on a youth retreat. Loved it, mainly b/c I am now A LOT closer to God than ever. It is great, I tell ye. Soooo...we sat together a lot. I figured he liked me. I can tell; it's not v. often that "random" guys hang around me, lol. We played poker on Fri. nite, he showed me how. Heh. I didn't do so hot, but it's ok. I gave him my cell #. We texted for three hours yesterday! He texted me first(I didn't have his #) and I think that's rather "gentlemanly," lol. It's great. The way home was the best. He let me listen to his cd player. The Killers will now forever remind me of that moment and him. We were so close...
And in those moments, I realized just how much I like him more than a friend. I mean, he's not ____, certainly not in the face (and this person still doesn't know how I've felt about him for months and months...he may never), but it'll do. His personality is alright. Catholic. Taste in music: excellent. Good Charlotte, The Used, My Chemical Romance...he even listens to Rammstein! He said he knows all but about 50 words in German and has taken 5 years! (I am going into my third yr. of French. Go me. Je suis très awesome, lol) So...we are going to the Butler Co. Fair sometime. Before my performances, of course lol. Yikes. He's excited, so am I, but still nervous. *Nervousness* LOL
I will go w/ Will on Sun. and Ray will be there showing rabbits and such. Miss her!
I've never been happier. Never better.
I hope this works out. I'm a bit apprehensive still, but doesn't it come w/ the territory?! lol ;-)
Now, as he would say, "On to more pressing matters..."
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Warped on Friday. Fun fun. Can't wait to see MCR and Hawthorne Heights. And The All-American Rejects I guess. I still need to get their new cd. Hopefully be4 Friday!!!!! ($$$$)
c/s
Moving: John still hasn't called. Gosh. Mom says we should put our stuff in storage and move in with Sis and them. I say, Let's Go. I need to pack up. Seriously. Mom cleaned out the fridge. It's now about 12% full. I barely eat. I text. I read. I write. Listen to music. When I should be doing my stupid H. English homework. I've lost weight, both from the lack of food and this musical. I must be down to 117 or so (???!?!!?). That would be cool. Even Gina noticed...said I look more toned. Rawkin-Awesome. We planned on moving by now, so it's down to the wire. + God help us. :-) +
I might go to the Green Day concert on the 12th. I dunno if I can get the $ tho. Oh well.
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Practice last night was so much fun. Sat and talked with a few select boys that I like. Heh. (Who cares if some of them prefer boys??!! LOL) It was fun! And this girl Jennifer and I talked and laughed...heh...
It's like, all of a sudden I am bombarded by awesome, fun boys. Some of which seem to like me!!! Oh well! It's weird; I feel like a pimp or something...lol...not right...
My Schedule for the Week:
Today-practice
Thurs.-practice
Fri.-Warped
Sat.-Spend nite w/ Trisha
Sun.-Church and Killer Sunday (practice 2-7?? 8? 9?)
Really, honestly, I kill myself! I need SLEEP. I can't GET it! Aaarrrggghhh... my own fault...
I miss my friends. My girls. Can't wait to see one of them ce weekend lol. My Trishaness.
OKay!! I guess I'll go now. Much love.
-The Carebear Called EmoBear ((LOL!!!!!!))