Apr 17, 2010 03:21
Feel like my sense of reality is always warped now and I'm really apathetic.
Also want to move forward with my life, but it feels like I either never get around to it or whenever I do, something always gets in my way to where I'm trying to go. I dislike where I live and I want to broaden my horizons in different places. If there was a way I could just travel while I learn what I need, I would never let such an opportunity slip.
Maybe it's because I need something to fill this sense of meaningless that'll make me start showing a care for the world again. I dunno, but I really need to find some kind of way to snap out of it.