with your baby momma, playa, is where you can find me.
i know i'm being used... that's okay because i like the abuse. i know shes playing with me that's okay because i've got no selfesteem. well I don't know about everyone else, but i think it is particularly beautiful today. I am in a pretty good mood, and the funny thing is my happiness isn't relying on everyone else right now. Sure,
I'm wayyyyyyyy happier when I am with my friends but who cares? im silly
"Believe the news, I'm gone for good.
Call off the search, no one will know that im down here
Believe the note i left for you
You can't turn back the clocks, you can't pull me up from here ever if you try
In a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, it hurts more cause i would still die for you.
Make time slower, give me longer.
It's too late for me, no one will know that im down here.
believe youre dreams of me sinking
so far, you know, you can't pull me up from here even if you try."
I don't know I feel so alone.
blehhhhhhh
come to me, the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need... or I'll be left alone forever with my magazines
so now people feel like they have to LIE to me to get out of plans with me, LAME. if you dont want to just say it you dont have to make up some LAME lie about why you "cant" hang out. which sounds so unbelievable it hurts.
well i'm back from work, obviously. i wrote two letters while i was there, one to brookie, one to sam. and i drew two pictures. i listened to music and it was an easy job i was just so tired though, but easy 20$$ needless to say. anyway i have work tomorrow i suppose i'll go <33 sweetest days.