Nothing will ever be the same.
My Grandma passed away last Friday @ 9 am. =( Last weekend was filled with sadness, bitterness, & anger. Her heart was engulfed with fluid & stopped working on her. I have had a terrible year losing my Dad & then my Grandma. My faith is dwindling at my fingertips. "God doesn't give you more than you can handle", I am really doubting this to the fullest degree. I really thought I was an okay person but after all this, its like I'm being punished. I hate seeing my Mom go through all this. I hope things get better for us. I am at my last ends of trying to be strong. sigh
I miss my Dad more and more each day. I have been really depressed/angry this week. I thank Jonathan for putting up with it especially last night, I let it all out.
Thank you for the card i tsparanormal =) it made me smile.
Happy Holidays you guys. Hope you all are having a great holiday.
Getting tired. Night <3