i....
...feel like slaying every person in my path right now.
mini bitch session? ok.
got my car back 2 days ago. having driven it for only a few short hours, it breaks down again. and with having to get picked up, call AAA, pick up a car to take to work..i didn't get home till 4:30 am. but had to get up at 9:30. then go to work for 9 and a half hours by myself, with all sorts of people coming in to ask annoying questions and waste my time when i had a list of things to finish.
and yet, when i needed longer shifts, i didn't get them. so my paycheck is insufficient to cover gas for two weeks, and there's no way i can pay for my cellphone (couldn't pay it last month, so it may be getting shut off soon..) and once rent comes at the end of the month...well fuck.
i'm so completely irritable right now...it's indescribable. i'm also unable to keep up in japanese class. and because of how retarded this week was, i wasn't able to pull my pieces out of the molds at CCS, so they're basically going to need to be tossed.
the only two small bits of good news i have is that i found garden gnome for $10 (i know, i know...but i got $5 in bottle slips so really it's like i paid $5 for it) and he's totally perfect. for years i have been looking for the perfect garden gnome but they're always ugly and $30. i will have to name him...
and secondly, i've been planning my next tattoo (probably won't be able to afford it till next summer at this rate..) and i really wanted to get it done by jason vaughn, but i looked on his page and it said he was in LA, so i was frustrated because other than heggie, i haven't found anyone in the area i really want to get work done by. i was almost willing to fly out there and make a trip to visit megan out of it..but flight plus tattoo could be almost $1,000. not happening.
turns out that he was just tattooing there but is based in chicago at deluxe tattoo. and wondering why that sounds so familiar, i realized it's where hanna aitchinson works (fun little fact there.) she's my personal favorite on LA Ink. but anyways, now i think i can just take the megabus (woo $20) and make a trip to visit diana out of it - if she's still there next summer - and that would be equally awesome. plus i kind of hate LA.
but other than that, life blows. and i hate everyone in the world.
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