i swear, i don't know where these come from...

[starsinmyhand]

i had a dream last night...maybe to horrid to be a dream but not scary enough to be a nightmare. but every once in a great great great while, i'll have a very vivid, disturbing and graphic nightmare. usually leaves me a little shook up for the rest of the day and i find and urge to paint it. but i never can

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[starsinmyhand]

i miss you too! you're due in november, right? so exciting!! where do you work now? i got you something from mexico (don't worry, it's actually pretty sweet, not too creepy this time), though they confiscated my tequila! bastards! we need to plan a way for me to go see you up there, but it'll be hard without a phone :/

things are good here, let's see..i went to that specialist and even though i have about 5 doctors appointments for testing and diagnosis, at least they're finally going to fix me! i have a thyroid problem, a metabolism problem, and then this other thing where your body reacts like you have diabetes, but i don't actually have diabetes so that's good (she said my diet was good, too.)
i got fired from priscilla's because twice since i started working there i forgot to set my alarm and was 1/2 hour to an hour late. it wasn't sarah who wanted me fired though, it was danyelle. it sucked, but sarah was super nice about it, we're still friends and she says if i want anything i can still get my employee discount. pretty sweet. so i found a ceramics studio that needs part-time employees, hopefully i'll get that job.
myk and i made up, but he's still moving out (it's kind of mutual) and still owes me money. i hardly see him anymore, which sucks. maybe when school starts i will. i hang out with shane and kate the most these days.

[pipskintine]

ugh i wrote this huge long thing and it didnt go through!!

Anyhow, a short version:

I work at a group home, monday thru friday so you can come up on a weekend soon, and whenever you want to come up youre welcome, just let me know via email and ill get back asap.

Im due november 30th and im getting huge, i actually look pregnant now instead of just massively bloated.

Im glad youre getting fixed!

What happened with myk? i never knew anything was seriously going wrong!

and stupid jerks...confiscating your tequila!

[starsinmyhand]

giant bellies hooooorah!
i need to get on that embroidering luchadors stuff..
but in the meantime, go to cafepress.com, do a search under "zombies" and lemme tell ya, they have some pretty cute onesies that i would totally dress my baby in.

basically myk owed me lots of money and decided to disappear for two months, so i figured he didn't care about our friendship and was going to basically fuck me over completely and without him around to clarify, my feelings of anger had more time to grow. i also decided that if he didn't show up with some kind of money to at least cover rent, that i was going to kick him out and change the locks..yeah things basically were bad.
but then he showed up at my work one day and i dunno..we talked it out. kate's moving in august 1st.

and yes, those bastards who took my tequila probably drank it later in the back room!