eek!
well, now he wants me to get him a job at priscilla's because he can't get one anywhere else and he thinks i can "hook him up."
since i hope to work there kinda long term (yeah, ok, i sell dirty things to dirty people but my job rocks!) i have to think these things through. it's not just a hey lets work together and goof off and whatever - i happen to like sarah and wouldn't want to screw her over. and by that i mean recommend someone who might quit in a month if he finds something better. or if it's a good idea for him to work at the same place i do as well as live in the same apartment so that when we get into a fight, there's no way of avoiding eachother..not to mention potential work drama.
then the possibility of competing for hours. then when school happens..well i imagine he'll have a different job at school.
before he even asked me, i told aileen i'd try to get her a job there. myk's response was that aileen doesn't owe me money (yeah, aileen doesn't owe me anything - so why does HE deserve yet another favor from me?) but it's not like he'd make enough or even start working there in time anyways so what do i care? if he hasn't paid me even half of it in the 7 months he's had, and he isn't going to have it by the 10th, why should i continue to bend my back for him?
sometimes you need to get away from your job, but at the same time, a job can be your escape from everything else. sarah, molly and eric don't know any of my friends except shane, and sometimes it's nice to have a group of people who just know you for who you are, and not from knowing your friends. i don't have to worry about the drama that can occur when all your friends are friends with eachother. and i do like it when my friends are friends with eachother - it's a good thing. but i'm rambling now..
point is, i need some kind of space. and yes i know he's never home but i still share this space with him. and i share school with him. if i have to work with him, too, and considering my current irritation with him..i think it's not a good idea.
but i told him on the phone that i would talk to her, and maybe he read my hesitation, because when i said i had to go because i was about to hit a car (heavy traffic), he said "ok, BYE." and hung up on me..i think he was trying to be sassy with me. and if that's true, then he clearly doesn't understand that i don't owe him a goddamn thing so he better start shaping the fuck up because i'm quickly losing patience.
since i hope to work there kinda long term (yeah, ok, i sell dirty things to dirty people but my job rocks!) i have to think these things through. it's not just a hey lets work together and goof off and whatever - i happen to like sarah and wouldn't want to screw her over. and by that i mean recommend someone who might quit in a month if he finds something better. or if it's a good idea for him to work at the same place i do as well as live in the same apartment so that when we get into a fight, there's no way of avoiding eachother..not to mention potential work drama.
then the possibility of competing for hours. then when school happens..well i imagine he'll have a different job at school.
before he even asked me, i told aileen i'd try to get her a job there. myk's response was that aileen doesn't owe me money (yeah, aileen doesn't owe me anything - so why does HE deserve yet another favor from me?) but it's not like he'd make enough or even start working there in time anyways so what do i care? if he hasn't paid me even half of it in the 7 months he's had, and he isn't going to have it by the 10th, why should i continue to bend my back for him?
sometimes you need to get away from your job, but at the same time, a job can be your escape from everything else. sarah, molly and eric don't know any of my friends except shane, and sometimes it's nice to have a group of people who just know you for who you are, and not from knowing your friends. i don't have to worry about the drama that can occur when all your friends are friends with eachother. and i do like it when my friends are friends with eachother - it's a good thing. but i'm rambling now..
point is, i need some kind of space. and yes i know he's never home but i still share this space with him. and i share school with him. if i have to work with him, too, and considering my current irritation with him..i think it's not a good idea.
but i told him on the phone that i would talk to her, and maybe he read my hesitation, because when i said i had to go because i was about to hit a car (heavy traffic), he said "ok, BYE." and hung up on me..i think he was trying to be sassy with me. and if that's true, then he clearly doesn't understand that i don't owe him a goddamn thing so he better start shaping the fuck up because i'm quickly losing patience.