[i wish i could just let you into my world]
so alas, i could fill your friend's pages with meaningless ramblings. i could talk about all the mushy things happening, but hey, you have heard one story, i suppose you have heard them all.
you could allow me to apoligize for neglecting everyone, and being caught up in my own little world, if only you knew how much of a a whirlwind things have been. and NO it does not mean that my love for you has faded...my darling, it could never do such a thing.
i would have to admit that walking in the rain listening to billie holiday and allowing myself to be with my thoughts, makes me one of the happiest girls ever.
tomorrow courtney shall be catching a plane to the dreaded state of ohio, to visit her grandmother on her death bed. and yes, while this is such a sad time in my life, i also have come to accept that it is just that. a stage of life. and i am finally becoming at peace with that.
and to end on...the much awaited picture of the painting that i did for the darling candice for her birthday.
keep in mind that it is 4 feet by 4 feet. but it looks so great on her wall, and i must say, i am beyond happy with the way it turned out.
my days to come are full of plane trips, tears and family...please just keep my in your thoughts...you are always in mine. <3
you could allow me to apoligize for neglecting everyone, and being caught up in my own little world, if only you knew how much of a a whirlwind things have been. and NO it does not mean that my love for you has faded...my darling, it could never do such a thing.
i would have to admit that walking in the rain listening to billie holiday and allowing myself to be with my thoughts, makes me one of the happiest girls ever.
tomorrow courtney shall be catching a plane to the dreaded state of ohio, to visit her grandmother on her death bed. and yes, while this is such a sad time in my life, i also have come to accept that it is just that. a stage of life. and i am finally becoming at peace with that.
and to end on...the much awaited picture of the painting that i did for the darling candice for her birthday.
keep in mind that it is 4 feet by 4 feet. but it looks so great on her wall, and i must say, i am beyond happy with the way it turned out.
my days to come are full of plane trips, tears and family...please just keep my in your thoughts...you are always in mine. <3