if i only had a time machine

[starsinheaven]

life is shitty and people are shitty. all i want to do is come home, which i might be doing on the 25 on march. what if i just happen to miss my fligh home, what then. let me think..my dad would probably never let me fly home again which would be gay, so i guess i will have to return to the barren waste land that is wisconsin. i reall hope he will let me come in march. if not he is in for a very unhappy ashley, and he will think twice next time. i miss everyone so much, 4 months is forever. i plan on spending everyday of summer in texas. infact i might finish my last two classes i need in summer homeschool and then im moving the fuck away from this cold ass place. the first thing im going to do when i come home is find a job, a boyfriend, place to stay. thats still a ways away though and all i can do now is wait and hope everything works out.

i miss yall and i cant wait until march