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Soooo... a lot of shit has taken place this semester, and due to it not getting better and actually getting worse, I have made a decision. My decision is to move back home with my family in Commerce (near Walled Lake/West Bloomfield, outside of Detroit). I have been struggling with depression for about two years now, and I can't function normally with it. I have tried medication and going to the counselling center, but its just not helping enough. I feel that if I move back home and go back to the only counsellor that has ever actually worked for me, and am closer to my doctor back there, I can get my head straight. Right now I am hurting myself, my close friends, and even mere aquaintences with my bouts of intense irrational feelings. I am truely sorry for this and apologize to you all. To all of those who are hurt that I am moving, I am sorry you feel that way, but I really do need to get better, and I'm not getting better here. I love all of you and will miss you, but I promise to come visit and keep in touch via the phone, the internet, whatever.
Kylie is going to help me move on Sunday the 17th of December and my last hurrah will be pizza and beer night on the 16th at her place. It will be at her house because I have to be out of here by the 15th. I can get directions to everyone who wants to come. There might be a pure romance party involved, so its still girls only.
Anyone who wants to give me a going away party (entitled the "Emo Pharm" party) that is co-ed would be awesome. I would love to see everyone before I leave. It could even be after I leave... I'll come back for that. Again, I love you all and this is no one's fault but my body's. Thank you for supporting me.
-emo hearts-
Sarah
Kylie is going to help me move on Sunday the 17th of December and my last hurrah will be pizza and beer night on the 16th at her place. It will be at her house because I have to be out of here by the 15th. I can get directions to everyone who wants to come. There might be a pure romance party involved, so its still girls only.
Anyone who wants to give me a going away party (entitled the "Emo Pharm" party) that is co-ed would be awesome. I would love to see everyone before I leave. It could even be after I leave... I'll come back for that. Again, I love you all and this is no one's fault but my body's. Thank you for supporting me.
-emo hearts-
Sarah