It's been for fucking ever.
And I'm pretty fucking great. A little different, a lot more vain, a lot thinner, and well, a lot more Leroy-ish :D Our break ended last Thursday. I was a nervous wreck the whole morning!! Then he picks me up, asks my mum if he can take me out (awww), asked me if he could treat it like a first date, and we went to the River of Lights held in Albuquerque's Botanical Gardens. On the way in, he asked me if I wanted to hold his hand (awwwww!!!) and it was the perfect second first date XD. So many cool lights and things to look at. I bought us hot chocolate and then he took me to Burger King lol :p Being poor is ok as long as you have a sweet guy to share it with hahaha. He kissed me on the forehead and held me to keep me warm. We got back to my haus and I put Silent Hill on. I kept kissing him on the cheek for being so cute and then he kissed me on the lips...more little pecks...then soft, little tongue...then he pulled me on top of him, said "I can't resist you" and we made love twice. I orgasmed quickly and incredibly. As soon as he was inside of me, both of our bodies shivered and we gasped deeply. Fucking amazing.
Obviously I am not as secure and assured in our relationship as I should be due to how everything was shit during the break, but I know he is truly an amazing boy and I wrote him a letter explaining why I am this way and what I would do because of it, and he said he was going to make sure I felt comforted and secure again. It's like it was before...maybe a little better. I'm so fucking in love with him. That month was fucking crazy, but I have almost completely forgotten the heart break, although some parts of me can't.
Tomorrow will be a full and happy day n_n Gotta see my ortho, meet Leroy, watch Avatar, sell school books, blahblahblah....more Leroy and goodness n_n Still gotta register for class, so hopefully that will happen in time for next semester. Also, I have hella Christmas shopping I need to finish, so hopefully I get good money for the books tomorrow. See ya
Obviously I am not as secure and assured in our relationship as I should be due to how everything was shit during the break, but I know he is truly an amazing boy and I wrote him a letter explaining why I am this way and what I would do because of it, and he said he was going to make sure I felt comforted and secure again. It's like it was before...maybe a little better. I'm so fucking in love with him. That month was fucking crazy, but I have almost completely forgotten the heart break, although some parts of me can't.
Tomorrow will be a full and happy day n_n Gotta see my ortho, meet Leroy, watch Avatar, sell school books, blahblahblah....more Leroy and goodness n_n Still gotta register for class, so hopefully that will happen in time for next semester. Also, I have hella Christmas shopping I need to finish, so hopefully I get good money for the books tomorrow. See ya