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Thanksgiving was alright lol.Woke up at Amber's haus and had to work until five. My brother Aaron and his common wife from Denver came down to visit, so we went to Ben's place and got drunk (I got too drunk for a bit there haha), smoked some, talked a lot, and played that Kings drinking game. Definitely not a hard liquor game...it was so made for beer and with good cause @__@
Was there for a couple of hours, had to force myself to eat so I didn't pass out and had to walk to a gas station (Aaron drove a bit of the way x_X. Not on any main streets) because I really needed an energy drink. I really like everything we talk about. It gets boring sometimes, but I don't know very many people more interesting and smart. I can't relate to them on everything and vice versa, but deep stuff gets out, and we laugh a lot, so it's good.
Leroy picked me up at 9:45...and he left about 45 minutes ago. Cried while he held me. Tried really hard not to kiss his perfect, fucking beautiful lips *droool* 23 more fucking days. Anyway, I really wish he stayed trhe night, but he is being stubborn and thinking with his stupid boy brain and not with his heart...he's not letting his gaurd down even though I can tell he wants to u___u;;.
Anyway...I am going over to his haus tomorrow at 10:30 and taking him to the airport at 1:30. I won't see him again until Tuesday, and that pains me hella and I will miss him like crazy, but it might be kind of good for me. Aaron, his wife Stacey, Ben, and Erinn(haha) and I will get together later tomorrow the afternoon, smoke some more, and do some fun sibling stuff lol :p
Happy Thanksgiving, dollies. Gut nacht.
Was there for a couple of hours, had to force myself to eat so I didn't pass out and had to walk to a gas station (Aaron drove a bit of the way x_X. Not on any main streets) because I really needed an energy drink. I really like everything we talk about. It gets boring sometimes, but I don't know very many people more interesting and smart. I can't relate to them on everything and vice versa, but deep stuff gets out, and we laugh a lot, so it's good.
Leroy picked me up at 9:45...and he left about 45 minutes ago. Cried while he held me. Tried really hard not to kiss his perfect, fucking beautiful lips *droool* 23 more fucking days. Anyway, I really wish he stayed trhe night, but he is being stubborn and thinking with his stupid boy brain and not with his heart...he's not letting his gaurd down even though I can tell he wants to u___u;;.
Anyway...I am going over to his haus tomorrow at 10:30 and taking him to the airport at 1:30. I won't see him again until Tuesday, and that pains me hella and I will miss him like crazy, but it might be kind of good for me. Aaron, his wife Stacey, Ben, and Erinn(haha) and I will get together later tomorrow the afternoon, smoke some more, and do some fun sibling stuff lol :p
Happy Thanksgiving, dollies. Gut nacht.