Long Time
Since I've been in here. I kind of knew I wouldn't keep it up. Nothing much to write about this last year, work sucks and is totally depressing. Been trying to find another job with the same company, no luck as yet. My son is still away in Europe, he's in Germany now. I miss him terribly. I'm taking classes in Shaminism. They're not really classes, more of continuing a journey with the help of a Shaman. Her name is Kate and she seems knowledgeable and very nice. I'm also volunteering at Sunnybrook in the ER. Just every other Sunday at the moment, but when a spot opens up, I'll be doing more shifts. Still working on my animations and jpeg creations, doing pretty good with them. Created one for a friend the other day, and he loved it. I love making people smile.
I've dated a few guys this year, but apart from the last one, they only lasted one or two dates. Thing is, I know what I want and need, and if I see something missing, or not quite right, then why continue? One guy said "Well tell me what you want and I can change." I don't want someone to "change" for me, I want him to be himself. The last guy lasted 3 months. I really like him a lot. We got on great when we were together, fun, a gentleman, sexy, very hot in private. But he was always too busy. I'm not someone you "fit into your schedule"... rather you fit your schedule around me. Sounds like a diva, but it's not. I only wanted to see him on Saturday evening/night. Once a week is good for the start of a relationship. As it turned out, I only saw him twice a month. That's not a relationship, so had to break up with him. Oh well... that's life.
I've dated a few guys this year, but apart from the last one, they only lasted one or two dates. Thing is, I know what I want and need, and if I see something missing, or not quite right, then why continue? One guy said "Well tell me what you want and I can change." I don't want someone to "change" for me, I want him to be himself. The last guy lasted 3 months. I really like him a lot. We got on great when we were together, fun, a gentleman, sexy, very hot in private. But he was always too busy. I'm not someone you "fit into your schedule"... rather you fit your schedule around me. Sounds like a diva, but it's not. I only wanted to see him on Saturday evening/night. Once a week is good for the start of a relationship. As it turned out, I only saw him twice a month. That's not a relationship, so had to break up with him. Oh well... that's life.