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Have you ever just had an epiphony? I was talking to one of my friends about sex... YES sex. And he said he was SO proud of me because I gave it up and asked how I did it. And I just replied without even thinking "Because that wasn't who I wanted to be." and I got to thinking... it never really WAS who I wanted to be... it's amazing what being in love can do to a person. It can make you make crazy decisions... that you'll later regret. And it's funny... for the longest time after Daniel and I broke up, I didn't regret the things I did with him... but I do now. I lost a part of me that I so desperately wanted to save for my husband...and it's something I'll never get back. NEVER. I just pray everyday that I'll find someone who understands that people make mistakes. Anyway -- epiphony over. I gotta find something to do.