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havent posted in a while. been in a funk lately. feel it slightly lifting here and there. it was a depressing holiday. the homesickness just kind of swallows me whole sometimes. i am kind of tired of feeling sad everyday. but i feel like im idealizing home in a way. associating it with a sense of comfort that i dont feel here yet. there was a reason i left, but the meaning seems hazy sometimes looking back.
i havent been feeling good. havent been working enough. sleeping all day. i sleep all day to shut up my brain and not get consumed in thoughts and nostalgia. i feel like i am missing everything that is happening.
i havent been feeling good. havent been working enough. sleeping all day. i sleep all day to shut up my brain and not get consumed in thoughts and nostalgia. i feel like i am missing everything that is happening.