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does anything last forever? can there be just one thing that does not change? at least something. one thing that is constant. now that I write this this seems impossible. it is weird to realize that your idols are human. it is weird when you start taking care of your parents. I miss being a child and not noticing peoples faults. cant anyone just be consistent? i am scared that i can not handle the things that life has in store for me. then again, i am really only afraid of being hurt. but every bit of hurt that has touched me has made my capacity for love and appreciation deeper. i just hope that something amazing happens that takes the flair from everything that I have seen tonight. accepting reality is hard for an idealist. i hate when i get slapped in the face when i think everything is going so well.