Jan 20, 2010 03:17
I did a sick, sick thing to my love.
My lack of loyalty, it swallowed her up.
And she cooks me food.
She squirmed and turned like a skeleton key.
She left her man and attended to me.
Don't call me that.
Don't claim you love me
cause you know that ain't true.
My dire affliction, I'll attribute to you.
And you're finally free
to twist and turn like a skeleton key.
You've gotta let me know.
You've gotta let me know.
I did a horrible thing to that girl.
I bred my misery and drowned it in her.
And she got me high,
And I hardly noticed there were tears in her eyes.
And I miss you less and less everyday.
It's true the whiskey helps to wash you away.
And it's clear to see,
You're nothing special.
You're a skeleton key.
You've gotta let me know.
You've gotta let me know.
You've gotta let me know.
You've gotta let me know.
Whooo!
Hello dead corner of the vast internet. Yeah I am posting lyrics and I do not care, because they describe everything better than I can right now. What is it about steak and shake on international? Somehow I always end up drunk and sad there. I felt like I was sitting in the same seat that I was years ago staring into space trying not to cry in front of a table full of people. Fuck. This whole situation makes me a terrible mess. It is like I am at the same place I was years ago, listening to the same songs that used to make me feel better. You think that there would be enough songs about being heartbroken. Some of them just sum it up so very perfectly. I certainly do not have all of the words to describe how I am feeling right now. And maybe that is because the way I am feeling is so simple. I am just sad. Sad and learning how to deal with waking up in the morning by myself with no one to call. In the same way, I am lucky right? I am lucky to feel sadness so deep, because one day I feel happiness in the same way. It is all in the timing. DING DING DING. My life is to the sound of a bell, and I do not know who is ringing it. I can just assume that soon enough someone is hiding off stage and is going to ding the bell, and it is going to start all over again. I am constantly waiting for the ding.
When will this be over?