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Heylo to my best budz (I no its only Rachel n Fran that read this so yea).Hey, ok thank you for all your support and everything you guys rock so much more thani ever thought people could. To rachel: I ask for you advice on schtuff and value your opinion a kerzillion percent because your smart and amazing and just overall fantastic. To fran: yes you are a rebel, on a smaller scael to me (well I been doing this shiznit for a loooong time now) but give it time my friend give it time muhahaha! You are also a fantasically wonderful brilliant person as well as friend. To both: I love and trust you guys with my whole world (well your a huge chunk of it), life and soul. THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!!! As an all rounder update on the shit in my life, tis getting a lil bit better. Ive started to get my drinking under some sort of control. I say some sort of coz I still drinking but not to the point where I dont remember. I remember all of Rukmanis party (woke up with the second worst hangover of my life amys party being the first. And I had to fucking woke looking like total shit n my whorebag of a manager was a bitch all day.) (but i got off with my work collegue David in the fitting rooms hehehehe ;) ) Weekends been kinda hectic with work and sleep haha. I've found that puff counteracts drink but green enhances it. hmmm i think im experimenting with drink n drugs far too late in life but hey better late then never is my say. I i dunno, just dont want to die 24/7 at the moment and I can tell you that 99% of the reason for that is you guys and your support and your words which have been etched into my heart. And oh yea while I remeber Rach your goona be sooooo jealous of the ring that I've got its HIM and it says "You're my heaven in life and death" in cool writing all the way round - name that track! my mate jack gave it to me as he was given it and he hate him but he figured from the heartagrams doodled all over my hands every day im a fan! (understatement!! lol) no their aint nothing dodgy behind the gesture he just knew I'd appreciate the ring. He has a Zack Wilde custom les paul if you dont know why that is so fucking cool look it up coz you gotta know. btw zack wilde was ozzys guitarist before he started his own band Black Label Society. Ok shutting up now. I FUCKING LOVE YOU GUYS SO FUCKING MUCH IT HURTS!! and yes you shudve all come to nwk but you know your probly doing better academically at townley.! FUCKING LOVE YOU ...continue to rock my world and everyones around you...dude xxxxxxxx