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Title: My Love
My Love, my one and only, why have you forsaken me.
Why did you leave me, what did I do.
Each waking hour my soul cries out for yours
We were meant to be
Forever is what you said. Your words.
My love, my one and only, how can I go on without you by my side.
This journey through our years was only bearable with you as my companion.
What existence is mine without my other half, without you?
My love, my one and only, if you must have gone, would it not have been easier to accept a parting embrace.
But now I have nothing, I don’t even know if your safe and well.
Do you care if I am, did you ever care?
If you did, when did you stop, stop caring, stop loving me.When?
Title: Ode To The Grieving
Dedication: Derrick
Forever and always
That is her email address
This is her number
This is her computer
This is her room
This is her heart
Why aren’t these things beautiful anymore?
Why does everything that caused a smile cause a thousand tears?
I miss her
I miss her
I miss her
My heart screams for her
My body dies for her
My mind won’t function without her
I can’t go on without her
Ever
Title: Rejection
Dedication: To all those I was never good enough for
Is love not enough?
Am I not enough?
Everything I have to give is yours
Always and forever
My heart is beating still, still for you
My love, my life, I’m here solid, unmoving, constant
I’d travel miles, by train, bus even by plane
To be near you
To hold you, to embrace you
To be your pillar of strength
Your shoulder to cry on
You see me, but you see through me
You see me as your friend
And nothing more
You don’t see what I could be
I could be yours
Title: Murderess
Dedication: None
Alone in a coffee shop
Stranded at the diner
Brooding over a good cup of Joe
Through the smoky room, the neon lights shine on
Mocking me in my darkness
“Another cup honey?” the aging waitress asks
In her thick southern drawl
She’s nice, but full of questions
Who are you? Where you from? Where you headed?
I'm just a stranger passing through I mutter
Can't say too much, too much to be memorable
Someone might come out looking
Might know what I've done
It was self defence
But he’s sleeping with the ‘gators now
He deserved what he got
The sheriff might not see things that way
Till they catch up with me, I'm on the run
A fugitive from the law
Title: Lost
Rating: PG
Dedication: None
Wandering, wandering without motivation
Stumbling, stumbling without inspiration
Killing time with no place to go,
Where I am I don’t know
I'm lost
Lost without a hope
I'm lost
Lost without a chance
Alone, alone and missing you
Dead, dead inside because of you
Killing time with no place to go
Where I am I don’t know
I'm lost
Lost without a hope
I'm lost
Lost without a chance
Dark, darkness closed around my heart
Jaded, jaded with nothing but my tears