comparison: angel vs devil
you know i don't know why i do it, i constantly compare myself to your past, i constantly compare myself to "them" even though i know your love for me is much stronger than anything you had with them....i don't know they are so hard for me to get over, cause i'm nothing like them...makes me wonder how you could ever love me sometimes...i've never felt a love like this before...so amazing so true....i know i will marry you one day, i know it! i can't wait to live the rest of my life with you! i guess i just need to stop, breathe, take a step back and realize that i am the one for you...enough said! i love you!
things are crazy in my head right now, i got exams in three or four weeks, then i start 40hr a week clinical rotations which by the way are gonna suck majorly! haha then i finally get a break with my Matt, carli, and kyle! can't wait til the beach guys....such a well deserved break! as far as my exams go i got to make a final of 80 or higher in each class otherwise i'm out of the program, i'm not really worried but all my exams are cummulative, which sucks! i have to have a final clinical grade of 85 or higher, which i'm not really worried about.
other notes: moving out on may 9th, yes folks moving out of this shithole apt into a one bedroom apt bymyself. lots of things going on in that area*cough**cough*
about the only thing saving me is Matthew...he lets me cry on his shoulders when everything is coming down on mine! i love you matthew ryan boothe! thank you so much for everything you have done for me.....and those warm sensations:) i love you! can't wait til tomorrow night darling!!!!
ok ppls i guess thats all for now....twould be nice if someone actually commented....*ugh*
things are crazy in my head right now, i got exams in three or four weeks, then i start 40hr a week clinical rotations which by the way are gonna suck majorly! haha then i finally get a break with my Matt, carli, and kyle! can't wait til the beach guys....such a well deserved break! as far as my exams go i got to make a final of 80 or higher in each class otherwise i'm out of the program, i'm not really worried but all my exams are cummulative, which sucks! i have to have a final clinical grade of 85 or higher, which i'm not really worried about.
other notes: moving out on may 9th, yes folks moving out of this shithole apt into a one bedroom apt bymyself. lots of things going on in that area*cough**cough*
about the only thing saving me is Matthew...he lets me cry on his shoulders when everything is coming down on mine! i love you matthew ryan boothe! thank you so much for everything you have done for me.....and those warm sensations:) i love you! can't wait til tomorrow night darling!!!!
ok ppls i guess thats all for now....twould be nice if someone actually commented....*ugh*