thoughts of yesterday....now i'm miserable
just wanted to tell paula i'm sorry....i didn't mean to hurt you...i feel so terrible now..to the point where i'm shaking,,,i guess it was poor judgement on my part...and for that i apologize just trying to cope with the past that i wish i could erase...i took his pain away...its just the thought that you inflicted that pain...i apologize for hurting you...but i hate the fact that you hurt him...but thats why i'm here...to take away his pain and love him like no one else could...i will marry him one day...i love him