Mar 12, 2013 21:34
Sigh. I hate planning things. Was put in charge by my uncle of organizing an extended family get-together to visit mom's grave. Looks like it's going to be an annual thing. Chinese festivals and such. If anyone else had gone first. What a horrible way of thinking. Hey, I never claimed to be a saint. It's not like I don't go pretty regularly already myself. But how could I say no. I am so not the planner in the family. My mother's time just came sooner than everyone else's. Oh, how I miss her. I still don't do well with certain memory triggers.
Well. I think that did it for tonight. You can find me curled up in a ball in bed in the dark clutching Bunny. Actually, don't find me. I'll probably be a mess. Good night.