you know what and...i do too.

[starsfellhere]

i rid myself of all the guilty pleasures that came along with you.
awesome.
i threw your number away...
down a key hole that i had never even tried to fit a key into.
a key hole that i'd never actually even seen.

I was sitting outside with my feet on the rocks
and my heart was on ice
and i was shivering, looking up...
all the while
while
you were dozing
off. too.
To sounds of unforgiven lies i guess
or something similar even considering the meaningless.

"Dress your best,"
you say
"this even is far more than casual."
I danced in front of the mirror with jewels on
and a red flag popped up in the corner but i discarded
everything.
and myself.
and i just jumped right in...feet first.
i walked right into that one. dead and alive.
watch out for land mines.
well
yeah
i guess.

years and years and years and years
of babbling.
nothing has been solved.
more has been lost.

-i won't always love you like i promised i would-
xoxoxooxooooo