Update
1 am and I've run out of things to do, go figure. Last night was awesome, probably the best party I've been to since I've been at St. Mary's. What was so great about it? It wasn't just a whole bunch of drinking games. Rather, there was all sorts of crazy stuff to do and great people to talk with. Pool, cards, fun jump, music, movies, it was a 'take ur pick' atmosphere. The guys at lambda chi did a great job...props to you guys.
This week has been hard, emotionally. Why, I can only speculate. I had this crazy Lonesome/lonely feeling that I couldn't shake. I worked as hard as i could at work and in academia to opress it, but nothing worked. My friends were a great help. I'm pretty sure it was triggered by not being able to see my family, my current position with Brittany, stress at work, and being away from home. Hey, but its over and I'm feeling 10x better. The bros and Lambda Chi are great in helping me cope (w/o alcohol I must add). Thanks to those of u who did help (drea u're the coolest)
Yeah so I planned the semester that will ultimately be responsible for my undoing. Hmmmm. Who cares? I just hope I can make it in to see brittany more often. I've tried "moving on" but it doesn't work like that. I guess that's a validation of my feelings for her. IDK. Gosh life is so simple yet we make it out to be so complex. Emotion, it's a doozy.
This week has been hard, emotionally. Why, I can only speculate. I had this crazy Lonesome/lonely feeling that I couldn't shake. I worked as hard as i could at work and in academia to opress it, but nothing worked. My friends were a great help. I'm pretty sure it was triggered by not being able to see my family, my current position with Brittany, stress at work, and being away from home. Hey, but its over and I'm feeling 10x better. The bros and Lambda Chi are great in helping me cope (w/o alcohol I must add). Thanks to those of u who did help (drea u're the coolest)
Yeah so I planned the semester that will ultimately be responsible for my undoing. Hmmmm. Who cares? I just hope I can make it in to see brittany more often. I've tried "moving on" but it doesn't work like that. I guess that's a validation of my feelings for her. IDK. Gosh life is so simple yet we make it out to be so complex. Emotion, it's a doozy.